What is a year??

What's a year?? When you have children, that truly is a loaded question!
It's not much and everything all at once!
A lot can happen in a year!
A lot can change.
I still feel the same. Sure some things are slightly different...
but I'm still me.
Still having the same struggles.
Still doing the same things.
Sometimes that's a good thing..
sometimes that's a very bad thing.
It's life.
ANYWAY
My updates as of now are as follows:
Madelyn my oldest is 4.. and will be 5 this year. Say WHAT??
Elizabeth my youngest is 2.. and will be 3 at the beginning of next year.
I'm 25 and will be staying that way this year. :D :D
I'm still married. ;)
This year it was be 5 years!! I'm really amazed and excited.
Marriage is hard. Almost the hardest thing I've ever done.
We've been through a ton of stuff. a TON.
And we've made it to the other side.
We've lived to fight another day.
Hopefully there isn't that much fighting ;)
I'm still a stay at home mom.
I'm on a weight loss journey and so far failing.
I'm still trying to figure out who I am.
I'm still on my mission to be Free.
To be who I want to be.
And to let others be who they want to be.
Even when I don't like it.

On another note.. I plan to create another blog for My poetry
and writings. Hopefully I can get better at keeping up with this blog
and stick with that blog. I'm really looking forward to sharing more then just a piece
of me with the world. My family. And friends.
I keep a lot of myself hidden.
But I'm ready to put more of me out there. Even if it's just in a little way.
Even if no one notices. It's more about me and my personal growth then
it is about others understanding me.


Until next time.
Me-free.